just know that i will do my best to be communicative. those silences are just pauses before the words. sometimes i just need some time to formulate the thoughts; i don't want to be anything less than thoughtful in my transmission.
i am wishing for more laughter than argument, more sharing than bitterness, more close whispers than distant staring into the distances.
every intention good and truthful, every action and reaction a result of care and attention to the details. and always looking forward to the honored revelry in those tandem moments where time begins to slip into just one elongated ceaseless golden joy, expansive, enveloping, and unyielding.
make a promise to yourself. one to be brass-bound and steadfast. a code of honor, a point of pride, an unshakable decree.