" the empty stare "

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and who even knows what's going on really? we just o our best and organize and implement as best we can. right?

no amount of outside influence can really be more true than the decisions we make in our heart, until they are shifted.

and i'm constantly shifting.

contradictions, contradictions, contradictions, contractions, i stand altered at all times.

in the best ways, in the worst way, and in either case, and wherever i travel along the spectrum, in the least i remain true, honest, confident, and curious.

tonights homework:

know that you are doing your best, and day-dreaming can still be categorized as active planning. ha!

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