" i took a moment "


completing the circuit, and i'm back in a place; i'm back in a mood.

altered, modified, yet mostly the same. and 'm left feeling as if i wasn't really trying in the first place. it felt like i put in an effort, and how to be sure?

what would i gain if i remain in nyc? what would i lose by not being in the bay area? and what would i even do if i moved back home home?

so many things seen, felt, tasted, heard, reflected, understood. so many questions, so many answers with traces of definition.

touched home base, man on first, actively making an attempt.

tonight's homework:

indulge in something that gives you a singular pleasure.