and when it comes time to show them all your quality, after a lifetime of honing skills and ceaseless preparations, what muscle memory will calmly rejoice. this is the moment you've been waiting for, and you are not surprised.
pressures, both elemental and mechanical become technique; these are the steps which lead us from here to there. there is fanfare, but no need to be showy. feel free to create a new definition of beauty, and develop the inherent loveliness within.
let the work speak for itself. everything falls into place because that is how it will play out.
you're at always at the razor's edge, and the green grass on the other side. take the time, do the best you can, and good things will happen.