playing the long game now. no false starts, no sense of urgency. just urgently and actively mustering up the strength. mustering up the courage.
i tell myself over and over and over and over. the repetition almost does nothing. the fear does everything. it does its thing, and i always miss when i swing, i always waver when i sing, i always remember when it stings.
don't pray for an outcome. put in the work, fail again and again if you must, but get to it. start something. finish something, anything. anything at all.