just go for it, why not? there’s prolly no better time than right now,or in the least perhaps five minutes from now.
i used to do this thing when i was much younger to amp myself up. i used to count down from some ridiculously high number to build up suspense to an action or a decision to put something into action.
the something was along the lines of jumping off the diving board, asking if i could play with some other kids, ask some grown-ups normal ole questions. all the situations that in retrospect were very normal/not-weird, but i still held a pause in my self.
and to some extent i still feel a hesitation in some situations. i try to figure situations out, figure repairs out, figure out the right goddamn sequence of buttons to press to get to a human on a helpline. and i still count down, but the number has lowered.
these are the moments that are becoming more and more integral to us to make a decision. do it now! or at least five minutes from now.
no pressure, and the benefits are potentially infinite.