" letting go of it "

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finding yourself at the edges of all that grudge, ire, frustration and pain, and tiring of the burden of it. the massive weight upon your shoulders like a vice grip of red electricity and the enormity of the earth at rest.

you come to an understanding like a well lit corridor which you walk down the length of until you discover a certain truth in an opening behind a dark door.

you don't need to hold on to this weight any longer.

coming to this realization fills you up with such anger towards yourself for being so blind and hateful for so long. this dissipates into the most profound searing soothing hope coursing throughout.

for just the briefest of moments you pay a small unnecessary homage to your heavy cloak of past misfortune; you sometimes felt that you deserved that self-inflicted treatment. and just like the sometimes blissful transition from dreams into awakedness, or the emergence from a dark tunnel into an open field, you find that you have made a choice.

one to move beyond your limitations, one to forego all past notions of doubt, woe, regret, and sorrow.

you can be free of it, and you are soaring.

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" sky access "

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it's so much lovelier here that i imagined. a convex/concave double-mirror'd world installed on an astrotuf hillock. and why not at all?

sublime design within simple shapes. this is the portal to a form of heaven on earth.

a lightness of being, the laughter of these small children lifting the weights of gravity off my shoulders,

and i lift away.

tonight's homework:

find a release in a moment, respect the purity of that moment, and let it extend towards its natural end. there are such beautiful occurrences throughout the day. i'm wishing you the best in locating just a one.

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 one day. just one day in your radiant light. the long beams wrapping around the entirety of my body. i am home in this light. 
 i am whole and outside the realm of fear. pain, disillusionment, ire, frustration, illness, worry, fragmentation, and isolation. 
 they are not even factors or attributes of the venn diagram of our intersection. meeting like this, the nearness, the mere cilia away from one another, it is a form of timelessness. 
 a romance without clear edges, and a truth without the need for visual confirmation, this love remains powerful beyond the confines of decay. 
 a true line of love and affection, definite and bold, always reaching end to end past the known horizon. 
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one day. just one day in your radiant light. the long beams wrapping around the entirety of my body. i am home in this light.

i am whole and outside the realm of fear. pain, disillusionment, ire, frustration, illness, worry, fragmentation, and isolation.

they are not even factors or attributes of the venn diagram of our intersection. meeting like this, the nearness, the mere cilia away from one another, it is a form of timelessness.

a romance without clear edges, and a truth without the need for visual confirmation, this love remains powerful beyond the confines of decay.

a true line of love and affection, definite and bold, always reaching end to end past the known horizon.

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