" unfocused wonder "

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a manufactured environment can still elicit the same feelings as a real one. it's all in the reaction. by this very broad metric, i was reeling as i walked into this sky-bubble, deep mauve velour, cloud-city cruise ship paradise. early days still.

when you realize that you have momentarily lost the ability to be casually cynical, it is not to state that you are a sheep. perhaps it just means that you have the maintained capacity for awe and a natural ability to see beyond a veil of instantaneous criticism.

it's nice to find you can still see with an unfocused wonder. it's nice to be able to lose yourself in a sense of beauty.

tonight's homework:

let yourself go of your vices, stress, tension, and rigidity. let it all go loosey-goosey for just a moment and feel everything in a raw state.

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